you know you’re ok when u feel a tremendous amount of weight being lifted off your shoulders once you’ve come to terms with a decision that you actually made before the situation even began…
its funny how things happen. people like to hold on to their past. i often do. this time around i decide to let go. i think when u linger in the past u get no where. its obviously not working. maybe at one point in time, *in the past* it did. right now it isn’t working. i don’t know if it would ever work in the future. but i’m sure that i am not the same person i was before. and i will only continue to grow. people say that things might work out in the future. but i think the whole time we were forcing things to happen. our paths only crossed those many times. and if you come to think about it all the additional times happened because we purposely made it happen. we had to go out of our way. we had to make sacrifices. you’re right, it shouldn’t be that difficult.
i’m happy the way things are.
